Davrielle (Dove)

Its hard to eat

my pants keep falling down

my shirts have gotten baggier since the last time I checked

Im worn out and worn down

I worm out and worm around

I'm not warm like I used to be

Whats wrong with me, wheres my synchronicity

Why am I meloncoly

With all the blessings around me

what happened to optimism

time and time again it loosened the curses hold on my throat

the nooses

its a nuisance

how time and time again

you sit your keester down on my lap

expecting to hear me tell a story

my story has been told and its worn

the pages are frayed and yellowed

the bone marrow is seeping out of its spine

The book is dead ok?

And while your at it. TIe me down

First you feasted on my laughter

how you loved how the melody of it

peirced your ears and how you longed for that song

to come out of you and your own self worth

But it didn't and you hungered

and for anyone who listened who wanted to satiate the beast

Like a for sale sign, it's only going to be up for so long

Any takers?

I took. I took to you like a moth to the flame

I didn't know it but I was the flame, yet I got burnt

So tell me I'm crazy and making it up while you keep feasting

Eat, mange, absorb, consume 

First the laughter, then the crinkle in my eyes as I smile

Genuine

Then the ring on my middle finger, symbolizing unity and perfection

Ravage, devastate the yearning in my heart when I realize he was just like me and I was just like him

Gnaw and corrode and shoot the poison straight into my veins 

like the heroine I crave for

Like the attention I give you

Like the monster you are